Tizzz - Persona: May 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Happy Birthday Mom

Today is my mom birthday.

Happy Birthday, Mother!

I love you, mom, even though we had a lot of fight in the past, (hehehe... That's what make us family) I know - deepest in your heart you love me, and you know I love you too. Even though I'm not the best son you ever dream about (I'm sorry, mom). Even though I'm always (Not always sih) disappointed you, you never hate me. Even though you can't brag me in front of your friends, 'cause I'm not golden boy anymore, but you never ashamed of me (I'm sorry for that too, mom). For that I'm always grateful, even though sometimes I look ungrateful, but know that in your heart I always love you mom.

Thank you for taking care of me.
Thank you for loving me and for who I am.
Thank you for never ask me to be someone else.
Thank you for spoiling me (hahaha... you made my life like a prince).
For that I'm really grateful, even though I never show it.
Just you know, In my heart you're The Best Mom.

I Love You, Mom

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Flirting at Mall (Weird Day - Part. 2)

Finally I arrivedat Plaza Indonesia, and Finally dinner (Aarrrgghhh !!! I’m so hungry, cause I didn’t eat much at lunch). We had dinner at Pancious, ughh… the food is so good, I feel like I’m having orgasm, hihihi… naughty. I ate chicken & spinach penne, and for dessert, CoBana pancake and waffle with Vanilla ice cream (yummm… feel like I’m cumming. LOL)

The second weird things, I met a lot of people I didn’t’t expect it. First, I met my best fren childhood friends, I didn’t quite know him well, but we talked a bit.

After that, we went to Grand Indo, because they’re having this big sale at Gramedia Bookstore. (Yay!!! Feel like I’m in heaven) I want to buy a lot of books, - cooking book, magazines, dictionary, travel book, etc – hehehe… I’m such a nerd.

I was looking at photo frame (‘Cause I want to hang my picture at living room, so everytime people coming to my house, they will see my picture. LOL, such narciss person), I realized there was this man staring at me and he smiling at me. He’s not my type, so I didn’t respond.

But he kept smiling, and suddenly he approached me, “ r u still cutting your hair in Gajah Mada or Sarinah???

??? So I said “ No!!!”

“Didn’t u remember me?”

“No, I’m sorry”

He looked hurt, and suddenly I remember, he used to work at salon I visited to cut my hair when I was in high school. LOL. Weird, huh. How can I remember? It’s almost ten years ago, how can this guy still remember me. Dunno…

Then I meet my fren in college, we just say hii…

Last, when I was in magazine rack, I saw this one man, he didn’t smile at me, he just kept looking at me, so I thought maybe he’s not interested in me. After a while, I just realized, this one man made suspicious move, he just kept brushing his body at me. LOL. The place was crowded, so no one noticed it. But he still didn’t smile at me, we just staring at each other. So, okay, maybe he’ into me.

I move into another section, paperback section (Uh, I love romance paperback.) just to test him if he’s following me. Okay, he’s following me.

Suddenly It struck me, straight into my brain ---- “I don’t know how to flirt”

Oh, shit, I really don’t know how to flirt. I never done that. Usually guys/girl into me made the first move. But now, he’s being gentleman, he’s waiting my response, he wants to know if I’m interested to. Ow, Come On. Do something, man. Smile kek, or just say hii.., or even brushing tip of my hand, so I can smile to you. But he’s just waiting… waiting…

Eeeuuurrrgghhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!

Like I said, “I don’t know how to flirt”, so I didn’t know what to do. My mouth felt dried. And I can’t even smile. I just standing there like idiot statue. (stupid… stupid… stupid Tizi).

He’s tired waiting for me, and finally he walk away.

I realized, maybe I should give it a try, so I look around, but It seems I couldn’t find him anywhere.

Aaarrrgggghhhhhhh !!!!!

So, I Quess I Miss My Chance…….

Weird Day - Part. 1

Today it’s been a weird day. I took taxi which driver is a pimp. (weird, huh). I pick up my brother at Citraland, and we want to go to Plaza Indonesia because I want to have dinner at Pancious, so we took this taxi at Citraland. Later, not far, the driver got call from his friend, and he talked loudly (I mean, very loudly, he almost shouted), so I listened his conversation..

He said to his friend “Yeah, yeah.. I got this pretty girl, she’s only 19, and she’s local. Only 1 million rupiah. After we paid the girl her share, we both split the rest.”

While I listened his, my brain shouted “Oh My God, Pimp!!!”

I don’t have offense to Pimp, but I just watched the movie “Shuttle”. That movie scared the hell out of me, it’s story about 2 girls and 2 boys hitched a ride at airport shuttle. So, the driver a little (hehe.. not little, but very much) psycho. He killed the boys, and terrorize the girls. At the end, I found his motives was kidnapped the girls and sold the girl to Middle East as Slave. (OH MY GOD!!!) That was scary.

So, back to my story, after he shut his phone he took wrong street,(Oh, shit!), he should be turn left, but he didn’t. He said he didn’t know the street (Or maybe, he pretended to be), I got a little paranoid, (not little, but veryyyy……) What if he want to kidnap Tizi, because Tizi looks cute and innocent ??? LOL !!!

The weird things is, he then said he didn’t know the street, If he turn back, it will cost me much, and it’s my loss, so he rather drop me off. Huh??? (He want to drop me???). ‘Cause that movie still playing in my mind, my rational brain said, I rather walk than ride with this driver. So, he dropped me and my brother at side of street.

It turns out to be bad decision too. There’ no more taxi, and I standing at side of street with many men staring at me. (Yeahh… yeahhhh…. I know.. I know.. Tizi looks cute and innocent and charming like little prince. Hihihi…) What if they want a little piece of me??? Awww….

And, finally my ride coming, saving me from those hunger men. Hehehe…

To Be Continued…

Monday, May 25, 2009

Stevie Hoang - Too Late

Another nice track from him. DON'T miss this song !!!

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=VCLJ4338

So, I Quess It Is Too Late...

Picture

Tizi looks mature. hehehe.....

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I LOVE YOU

Hahaha... Guys, don't think I'm In Love, Cause' I'm Not. I just wanna share One Of My Special Songs with you, my dear reader. Hihihi....

I Called this song ---> "Song Of My First Love"

Here's the story :

Back in college, like every teenage boy, (Of course, Tizi looks cute) I was young and naive, and I made mistake ---> Falling in love with straight boy (a jock one, hihihi... what can I do?)

Like every other story, my first love ended up with heart broken, which I'm gonna tell u later in separate post. Of Course, there's gonna be "Song Of My Broken Heart".

So, back in the story, I was really really falling for this guy, I think he's still captured my heart. Till' now, no one can made me feel the way I feel for him. (Poor Tizi, always fell for the wrong one). And one day in autumn, hehehe... (a little bit dramatic), I heard this song. First time I heard this song, my heart ached, and I cried, and later when I knew the meaning of this song, I cried again, (yeahh... I know... I know... a lot of crying), but what can I do?, this beautiful song like telling my story, like how I felt for this guy.

Everytime I hear this song, I always remember Mr. E, (huh, like everyone said, you'll never forget your "first time". I mean your first love, not your first sex. Don't be naughty, everyone)

So, you better check this beautiful song that holds deep meaning for me.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=3J7WXE6R

Rich - Butterfly

Rich is a singer from Korea, which Tizi had crush back in High School. He's so my type (half cute, half bad boy). :: Tizi likes bad boy, as long as he has good heart ::

Sorry guys, I don't have the pic, but I assure u, he's sooo.... handsome. LOL.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=N67Y8EPV

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

TIME AFTER TIME

I like his version.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SNHD08TJ

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Karima - Come in ogni ora live a Ti lascio una canzone

I'm so in love with this song ---> ??? Can a person fall in love with song? LOL

It is sooo cute to see the kids dancing in the clip. Aaaahhhhh !!! I wanna this song to be my wedding song and I wanna have my first dance with my hubby with this song too (If.... If ever there's wedding) hihihi.... Definitely.

So, enjoy this beautiful song everyone.

LADY GAGA - Poker Face @ Ellen

Love live show. She did amazing job performing poker face. I watched this clip several times. Like It !!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Chrisette Michele - Playin' Our Song

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HA04G1E8

(THIS IS ONLY FOR PROMOTIONAL ONLY ! PLEASE, PLEASE BUY HER ORIGINAL CD ALBUM)

So, They Are Playin' Our Song

Oh Oh Oh Ohoh...

Robert Buckley

Look at him ! So adorable. He has a smile that I adore sooo... much.

He captured my heart the first time I saw him on "Lipstick Jungle". The smile, The bod, He's Perfect. hihihi... kinda type of my guy

Look at his body. I'm drooling. ----> (Tizi drooling...........)

Monday, May 11, 2009

CAN'T SLEEP !!!

It's 4.30 a.m and I'm still can't sleep. Eeuurrgghhhh !!!

So, while I'm looking my playlist song, I remember this song.

This song reminds me of someone (Well, It's not good memories). I think I broke his heart 2 years ago. (I'm sorry. I felt bad for him. Well, better sooner than later. Right??? Am I Right???)

This one for you yang lagi falling in love

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=37AU65AW

So, I Love It When You Call
Well, Not Anymore...

BORED OUT OF MY MIND !!!

2 weeks ago had been a really great week. So many things had happened. But last week, it'd been suck. I had nothing to do, all week I'm just sitting in front of my computer, playing games, facebook, etc. It's sooo... boring. I'm sooo bored out of my mind. Gua ga tau musti ngapain, ga ada kerjaan yg musti dikerjain, bener2 membosankan.

So, saturday I decided buat dinner sama temen - temen gua di Plaza Senayan. Sambil nunggu temen2 gua dateng, kayak biasa, gua shopping dulu (hehehe... Tizzz loves shopping. very much.)

Abis puas beli baju, Eeuuurrrrggghhhh !!!! mengesalkan. Gua telat beli tu baju, uda ga ada size ukuran gua. (Damn!), gua naek ke food courtnya tuh, disana tuh everywhere I saw, all people around me, they were holding hands. (It sucks being single, I feel so alone). I'm sooo... envious.

It made me realized something, without my friends, I'm alone in this world (Well, except my family, of course there' always my family. Family Counts First), It just besides my friends, I don't have anyone to share my life with. It just makes me sad. I never had thought like this, because there' always my friends hanging around me. So, I just realized how lonely my life been. I feel so empty.

I wanna have someone to share my life with, to experience new things together, holding hands together. (Guess I'll have to wait) ---- Poor Tizi

Anyway, so today I went To Grand Indo, I saw cute couple. (Well, to be exact two muscle guys. Hmm... Loves muscle guys, especially the one with big chest, so I can play with it. hihihi... naughty Tizi). So, the one --> tall with big muscle, (I guess he spent all his day in gym), the other one --> small/short (hehehe... just like me) with muscle too.

After I saw them, I just thinking... hmm... I wanna have someone like that. Of course the tall one, not the short one. (Why Can't I Have Someone Like That??? Guess I have to start going to gym. hihihi... )

So, Hope This Week Will Be Interesting

Tizi Tizzz

India Arie - He Heals Me

Another touching song by Ms. India Arie. Love this song.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=MIZ7BCHI

So, He Heals Me...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Jordan Pruitt - One Love

Nice song by Ms. Jordan Pruitt

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=GSJFOA2I

So, One Love...

Cristian Castro

Finally! Cristian Castro released his newest album. It's so good to hear him back. He didn't dissapointed his fans at all. I love almost every songs in "EL Culpable Soy Yo".