Craig David - Take 'Em Off

This song kinda turn me on. You got too many clothes on. Yeah ! Take 'em off

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=VUJPCKA0

So, Take Off Your Clothes
Take 'Em Off

Shontelle - Superwoman

Ms Shontelle, Everyone !

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=U1OP2NUR

So, I'm Only Human
No Superman..

Love Comes Softly

Love this series very very much. I watched Love's Enduring Promise first years ago, and then I found out that this movie comes with series. Yay!! First time I watched the movie it's because there' Katherine Heigl in it (Love Her), who wouldn't love her ?, but as I watched the movie, suddenly I realized this movie really really good. Very touching, and heart warming.

I feel my heart warm everytime I watch the movie. Really really love this movie.

So, if you like family movie, and drama, this one definitely for you. Trust me, you won't regret it.

The series # :

1. Love Comes softly

2. Love's Enduring Promise

3. Love's Long Journey

4. Love's Abiding Joy

5. Love's Unending Legacy

6. Love's Unfolding Dream

So, This Movie Is My Recommendation For The Week. If you out there, and you wanna spend time watching good movie with your family, or girlfriend, or boyfriend, this one definitely the best choice. Buy the original movie, everyone.

P.S : Prepare a box of tissue, in case you cry in the end of movie.

George - Can't Stop Loving You

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HZ1ZV869

So, I Just Can't Stop Loving You..

Amy Pearson - Don't Miss You

Love this song. You better check it out.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2N6H4984

So, Did You Think I Would Wait Forever ?
Cos' I Don’t Miss You At All

Nek - Cielo Y Tierra

It's old song by Nek. He's so hot. Sooo... my type. hehehe...

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=EWH7ONFE

Vi3 - Eyes Closed So Tight

Old song, but great one. very romantic.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=JNR399JA

It's Been So Long
I Found Myself Still Thinking About You
Did You Ever Think About Me ?

Sugababes - Ugly

I love this song. I shed a few tears back then when I heard this song for the first time.

very meaningful song and holds message for all of us.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HWOZEH8A

There was a time when I felt like I cared

That I was shorter than everyone there

People made me feel like life was unfair

(I think I cried in this part of song. hehehe...)

People Are All The Same

And We Only Get Judged By What We Do

Personality Reflects Name

And If I'm Ugly, Then...

So Are You...

So Are You...

So, If I'm Ugly, then

So Are You...

So Are You...

My Issues Coming Again !!!

Errghh. As you all know, I have fear towards relationship. Now, It's coming back and haunting me. I don't know what's wrong with me, but surely there's something wrong.

Since I was a little boy (Hmm... Elementary school, maybe) I always thought there's no happy ending in this world. There' no couple who will last longer till the end. Eventually they are gonna break up. There' no married couple who last till the end, eventually they are gonna divorced too. Such a cliche. I know, I was naive. I don't know what I was thinking back then. I even made promise myself that I'm not gonna married and I'm gonna live alone till I'm old. (Arrghhh...Amit50x. Now, I'm really really regretted it. I wanna married too someday. I don't know what the hell was I thinking back then. It's not healthy for a little cute boy for thinking like that)

When I was getting older, I starting realized that I have a problem. Everytime a boy or girl (yes, I had experienced both) come on to me and saying that they like me, I starting to panic (Strange, right ? I should be happy, because someone like me, but I panicked). It's true. I starting made distance with them. I even made them hated me.

:: tsk.. tsk.. very cruel, Tizi ::

It still continue until now.

I don't know what I'm afraid of. I think my brain has its own thinking. Too much thinking and too much "What If..."
What if I break his heart...
What if he's cheating on me...
What was I gonna say if I wanna break up...
and there' still so many What If...
I know I know, it's not healhty, but I couldn't help it.

Recently, there's this guy. I know he likes me. He said he wanna be friend with me. But I know eventually he's gonna ask a date with me. As I said earlier, now I'm having anxiety and panic attack. ( lol... ) It's funny, really...

I know there's probability we end up as couple If I let it. (I said If... , people). But my heart feel like there' something wrong. (It always like that).
Maybe he's not the one.
Maybe I'm not in love with him.
You see... there' so many maybe.

Usually, everytime time when we start dating, either I push him away, or I'm looking all his fault. Now, I'm looking his fault. You see.. my problem with this guy is his age. He's younger than me. (Not that I'm against age difference). But come on, he's not even 20. Maybe, in western culture, he' considered old enough and mature. But, in my culture (Eastern culture), he's still a kid. Come on, he's 19 (what he got to know about life). And he just send me message that pissed me off. Errghh...

Why Can't I get older men (Not too old, a few years older than me would be better), someone who can take care of me and of course has Financial Securities (That would be bonus, hehehe...)

So, in the end...
I Think I'm Not Ready.

But, my friend told me that I was too chicken. She said I'm not gonna be ready until I'm old and bald if I was always waiting for Mr. Right. Is that true?

So, What Do You Think I Should Do ?
Am I Wrong ?
Am My Heart Lying To Me ?

Tizi Tizzz

LeToya - She Don't

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=7TCXKJKP

She Don't Even Touch You Like This
She Don't Even Kiss You Like This
She Don't Even Treat You Like I Do
So, Why Are You Still With Her ?

Dishwalla - Every Little Thing

I just heard this song from stainedheart blog. It just touch my heart. Everyone better check it out.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4HUNPPEO

Wish I Could Be
Every Little Thing You Wanted
All The Time...

Alexander - Another Heart Is Broken

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=U0W9P12I

Every Day A Heart Is Broken

And Every Night A Love Is Gone

And There Are Many Words Left Unspoken

But I Know Where My Heart Belong...

My Bestfriend's Girlfriend

Movie Title : My Bestfriend's Girlfriend

Cast : Marian Rivera, Richard Gutierrez

Rating : ****

Review :


I just watched this movie today, so I will make this short, so I won't bore you guys.

Evo (Richard Gutierrez) is a spoiled rich guy, and he's a little player. He attends his friend stag party without his girlfriend knowing. In there he meet Grace (Marian Rivera). Grace was hired to dance (you can call it exotic dance). She was drunk, because actually she didn't want it that job but she needed the money. Evo being a player kisses her, and to his surprised, she slaps him. That's the end of their encounter, they thought they would never see each other again.

But fate has other plans for them. Evo has bestfriend, his name is Mark. And Grace is Mark girlfriend. So, see... Life has funny things in term of love.

Evo broke up with his girlfriend because she heard about the incident at stag party. So, to make her jealous, Evo asked Grace to pretend to be his girlfriend. That's when Evo and Grace find themselves trapped in their own love game.

Richard is so handsome. I think in some part of movie, I found myself drooling (hihihi...).

I like this movie. Since I was kid, I always find myself love the story about Poor Girl and Rich Guy. I think it is sweet, especially in the end when they finally be together and they live happily ever after. Like this movie, The Girl is poor and The Man is Rich.

Oh, I want to watch "Eternity" and "The Promise" since last year but it's in Tagalog, and there' no subtitle. Hik.. hik.. hik..















I want someday there' a man saying to me "Mahal Kita", or "Te Quiero", or "Ti Amo".

It sounds more romantic, than "Aku Cinta Kamu". Eww... it's so cheesy....

Tizi Tizzz

Sam Sparro

When I was in Singapore, I heard this song twice. Strange thing is I really can't stop this song playing in my head.

Brian Littrell - You Keep Givin' Me

This song is for my friend and for you people who feel like you are lost and you're about givin' up hope (Don't, my friend). and you start feel like you're alone (No, you're not, because You Are Not Alone in this world), and you start doubting about yourself, and you feel like you don't deserve to be loved and no one loved you (It's not true because there's always God who will look upon you).

I know, it's not easy being Gay, or Lesbian in this world. And you feel like God hated you. No, it's not. Remember that. God Will Always Loves Us. All you can do is trying and trying to be a better person and never deny yourself. Because, if you always deny yourself, in the end, you will end up hating yourself for the rest of your life.

Now, I know I'm a little skeptical. I know the world it's not easy for some of you, and it's not perfect. But all I can say is keep trying. We, as human, also not perfect, but we can try to be a better person for a better tomorrow.

This song is to remind us that God Loves Us no matter what we are, and he' given us so many joy and his love. Even though you're not into gospel, but you still can enjoy this song. Everyone, check this song !

I hope this song will cheer you up.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=WLMRZBDE

So, Never Give Up...

Life Is Not Perfect

Nobody's Perfect

All We Can Do

Is Trying...

Tizi Tizzz

Clazziquai - Color Your Soul

Clazziquai is group from Korea. I love them since the first album. I think their song very unique and catchy. You should check it out. If you like it, please leave comment. Maybe I will upload them again soon if I know you like it. hehehe...

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=688BN5ET

So,... Let Me Color Your Soul

Frankie J - Still

It's R/B song. I know this is old song, but it's still nice.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=BDVU1C7E

So, I Guess I Still Love You...

EMD - One Call Away

It's a nice song. Check it out.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=T5DFTEAY

So, I'm Just One Call Away.

I'm BACK !!!

Last week I went to Sentosa Island. It's sooo... beautiful at night. That's my picture at bird park. I called it Tree Of Wish, because you can hang your wish (of course written in the paper) in the tree. I came too late, around 9.15 p.m, and it's already closed and I didn’t bring any paper, so I didn’t get the chance to hang my wish. Huh. I’m so sad. ??? What Is My Wish ??? There’s so many wish, and you can only get one. Which one you desire most ? I want good hubby. Of course my definition of good hubby, that means, he should be handsome, good looking, rich, manly, romantic, someone who can take care of me, (because, it is nice sometime to be the one taken care of ), only loves me, because I don’t wanna he’ cheating with somebody else. And ohh… no violence towards me.

:: tsk…tsk…tsk… very very greedy, Tizi ::

Hehehe… Greedy, am I ? Hey, a boy can dream.

Even though I didn’t get the chance to hang my wish, but I still got the picture. Hehehe…

Singapore is very amazing. Very clean, and very beautiful, especially during night. Every mall in Singapore has their own unique and characteristics. Yeah.. Yeah.. I know I know I’m a mall boy.

I went to Suntec City Mall, and in there I found there’s Fountain Of Wealth. It’s awesome. You must touch the water, make a silent wish, and you walk around the fountain three times. Of course I made my wish. Hihihi…And in there also there’s Chinese Horoscope for every shio. My shio is Rat. When I read my horoscope. I was jumping up and down, because It said “ For those singles, your romance luck is at its best this year “ Yeahhhh !!! I’m soooo… happy. Finally.

And later, I almost cry, because It said “ Family luck is very strong this year for the rats. There will be continuous good news like marriages, new borne, and achievement of family members. Cherish the good moments. Families that stick together, last longer. “ It’s true, because my sister just married last month. And if the Horoscope its true, that means I gonna have a nephew or niece. And I’m gonna be uncle. THANK YOU GOD ! I’m really grateful for everything that you’ve been given me. Thank You God !

Later, when I came home, I told my mom about the Horoscope, and I was crying while I told my mom about the good news, that maybe, she’s gonna be grandma. I’m so ashamed that I was crying in front of my mom, but Hey, I couldn’t help it. I’m soooo…Happy.

So, Singapore, you’ve really made impression in my heart and I won’t forget it. When I come back, I will bring my hubby so we both can enjoy beautiful city night together, and we will spend the night at Siloso beach and resort. That’s my promise to myself. Hope It Will Come Soon. Hehehe…

Tizi Tizzz

Buona Pasqua !

I may not be able to post in April 10, so I just wanna say Happy Easter for all of you, even though I'm earlier 2 days than it should be. Hey, better say it first than not !

So, Buona Pasqua,.. Everyone... !

Taylor Dayne - My Heart Can't Change

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NJQDX9XN

So, My Heart Can't Change...

Stevie Hoang - Be With Me

cacthy song with a little groove, mid tempo RnB.

check it out

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=AGFCADEJ

So, Do You Wanna Be With Me ?

Leigh Jones - Have It Your Way

This is for you Jazz Lover. Ms Leigh Jones will fill your heart and soul.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=CJZMAJCY

So, I'd Rather Have It Your Way,

Than To...

Not Have You... At All.

Danity Kane - Damaged

(Look at that picture, Hot, aren't they?)

They're so Hot and Gorgeous. Here' Danity Kane. Even though this song ber genre RnB, but Still holds very deep meaning. I got chill's. Brrrrrrrr...............

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=I3TOMASF

My Heart is Damaged, Damaged, Damaged

So, How You Gonna Fix It ?

It's That Type of Pain

That You Feel Deep Inside

It's That Type of Pain

That Makes You Pray, Makes You Cry

Jennifer Paige - The Calling

Here She Comes. I've been her fans since I was a little boy. (hihihi... Now, still a boy and cute too). I still remembered her first single "Crush". She's sooo... gorgeous.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=8VNSIRX0

So, I hear You Calling

Whisper My Name...

Rascall Flatts - Stand

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=G814J727

So, Will You Stand Up For Yourself ?

The Dream - Rockin That Shit

one of my fave song from album "Love Vs Money".

I love the title, so... which one do you think you want the most? Love or Money ???

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=KPE5OK4P

So, Yeah ! Rockin That Shit...

KAT DELUNA - Love Confusion

Yesterday, I heard this song at SOGO kelapa gading, so I thought maybe I should posted her too.

I love every song in her album. I think she's very talented and amazing singer. Maybe her songs not exactly Pop/R n B, but I think her song and her voice pretty good.

If you like her song, please buy her original album (hehehe... I'm just suggesting). Because lack of promotion, her sales album not quite good. Support this talented girl.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=CRZA39X4

So, Love Confusion ???

Jessica Andrews - You're The Man

It's nice Pop Country. Very catchy.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=S7AN4YMP

So, You're The Man !

India Arie - The Heart Of The Matter

Taken from soundtrack "Sex And The City", by the amazing singer - India Arie. Her voice very amazing.

I watched this movie twice, and twice I ended up crying at the end. I don't know why am I always crying at the end. (Actually, my first intention watching this movie because I want to see Jason Lewis "Samantha's boyfriend". I wanna see good frontal shot. hihihi... very naughty Tizi).

I guess I'm crying because it feels like good old fairytale. The woman and the man finally be together at the end of the movie. It just touched my heart the way she's always believe in love,(I'm not that strong).

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D1G5PBKZ

So, Do You Believe in Happily Ever After ?

Because I Do

At the End,

Good Things Always happen to Good People.

So, Be Good, People !

Jordan Knight - Where Is Your Heart Tonight ?

Old song. I know... I know... but it's still nice.

Check it out.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DKVT4ZDF

So, Where Is Your Heart Tonight ?

BRAVE, EVERYONE !

Everyone said " Life is complicated ". But I think Life is scary, well.. maybe complicated too (If you have many problems). Time keeps moving fast. I feel like time keeps running (very... very... very fast) and leaving me behind. Without you realized, you're getting older... older... and older. And it's scared the hell out of me (I know... I know... I sound pathetic). But it's true, I'm really scared getting older, because there're so many things I wanna do, and there's so much a little... little... time.

One thing I hate about myself (well, actually, there' so many things I hate about myself, but I'll keep it to myself for now. hehehe...) is I'm not confident person, whether in life or love. And I'm not independence person. (Hate that). I'm pretty much depend with my family and my friends. (I know I should getting on my own feet now I'm 24 years old), but I guess I need some security in my life (Boy needs a little security in his life, what's wrong with that,... but I guess it's wrong when you're older and you're not a boy anymore).

I guess I know what is my problem, I don't have faith and trust in myself. That's why I'm not very confident.

Now, I decided to put stop on it. :: Tizi, now you're getting older, you should be more wiser, and mature. You can't act like a boy forever. :: Shit. I really hate the truth. I decided it's time to be Brave, and confident, and put trust in myself. I can do what other people can do as long as I put trust and faith in myself.

I'm gonna be brave, towards life, love, and everything that's coming to me (Even though I'm scared. hihihi...)

EVERYONE, BE BRAVE ! (Tizi wants the best for you. So, put a little faith and trust in yourself. Don't be chicken like Tizzz)

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HD5NYOYB
(Song from Jennifer Lopez called Brave. Hope you enjoy it)


So, It's time to be Brave.
I Wanna be Brave.


Tizi Tizzz

Karima - Come In Ogni Ora

I love this song very... very... much. I heard this song 3 days ago, and until now I still can't stop playing it over my head. (This song keeps playing over... over... and over...in my head). I keep humming this song when I was walking down the street. Really... really... beautiful song.

If you like Italian music, you should check this out. If you're not into Italian, well... (There' always the first time for everything).






So, Tizzz loves this one
What About You ?

Britt Nicole - Say It

Nice song. You should check it out.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=14WAI6WA

So, you... You... Yeah! YOU...

M.L Rhodes Always

Book Title : Always


Author : M.L Rhodes


Rating : *****, Two Kisses


Review :


This book holds special place in my heart.

The book combines the first two part of Never Let Go series. For years Will McClaren and Ethan Gallagher hid their deepest love, and desires from one another, each thinking the other was straight. Both of them too afraid of shattering their friendship to admit their real feelings. But, one night, in her sister wedding, Will was drunk and declared his deepest secret in his whole life to Ethan, that he been in love with Ethan ever since they were kids. (Yay! They Love each other). So, they spent one explosive and memorable night. (Of course). The morning after, Ethan was gone, leaving behing Will with heartache and raged.

I love this story. Can you believe it ? two best friend who been in love with each other but never made moves because they were too scared they will ruin their frienship. (They been in love for 16 years). Can You Imagine It. Such beautiful story and sad. I love everything in this book. I even love name of the characters - Will and Ethan. :: Tizi, Focus, Focus with review ::


Continue with review, ....


Another Can You Imagine...

Can You Imagine after you been in love for 16 years and finally..., finally... you know that person loves you back, and even that person also loves you for 16 years too. (Aww... I think I'm gonna cry), you spent one hellacious night (I don't know how many rounds they made love. hihihi...), and in the morning you found one person.. ONE person that you love for your whole life been gone. Yup. Ethan gone. And he gone for 3 years. Without contact at all. No phone call, No email, No letter. (What The F***).

Don't worry, this is not the heart breaking story with sad and bad ending. This is the heart breaking story with happy ending. Yay.

So, another Can You Imagine... Can you Imagine after that person been gone for 3 years, and suddenly he shows up in front of your house. Oohh.. There's reason behind why Ethan been gone for 3 years. (Don't ask me. I will not tell you, because it will ruin the moment. Believe me). You have to find out on your own.

Like I said, I really love this book. I feel what Will's felt after Ethan gone. Especially after Ethan suddenly shows up at Will's house after been gone for 3 years. I feel Will's hatred toward Ethan. I was crying when I was reading the part when Ethan came back (50 pages, or more). I couldn't stop crying. I know.. I know... I'm such a crybaby,... and a whiner...Hey, I can't help it. It's a sad story and a beautiful story.



So, Never Let Me Go.



Tizi Tizzz

Lifehouse - Blind

taken from Lifehouse old album.

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=IBZ371CO

So, My Love Is Blind

What About You ?